Traveling Light
Beneath all the roles I think I have to act out in life, is simply the awareness, the chooser and the free will that isn’t defined by any role and simply seeks wholeness, the most enriching experience and the most fruitful, expansive and effective ways to share.
It seeks to travel through the still unexplored adventures of space and time with the least amount of friction, disappointment and frustration, so it can connect, realize and create itself as seamlessly and miraculously as possible. It understands that opinions, beliefs and expectations are absorbed, conditioned and at some point taken as true. They are infinitely interchangeable, malleable and not fixed.
It juggles with its polar perceptions of right & wrong, good & bad and true & false in order to maximally align itself with the greatest amount of light, truth and love. It is detached from everything while being connected to it all. It doesn’t make promises and has absolutely nothing to prove. It is the silent animator, the gifted shifter and the sovereign traveler.
It understands that the deepest juices of life are obtained from and received through bonds, interrelations, synergies and dances with the other, and is thus highly conscious, aware and cautiously determined in regards to holding on to and letting go of people, energies, substances, habits and roles.
It knows when to be passionate and when to be silent, and it does so, not through reasoning, thinking or projecting, but solely by relying on and unconditionally trusting its existential, mystical and intuitive sacral guidance; always seeing more than its mind. It knows it possesses nobody, allowing him to more easily love unconditionally without jealousy.
It fully surrenders its cognitive and conditioned behavior and allows its energetic resources, such as time, willpower, awareness and money to be divided by the ethereal wisdom of its body and the invisible, compassionate and all transcending knowing of its spirit. It knows what it needs and where it is needed most. It uses itself, the celestial soul power, to dream its highest self into being.
Because of this it also understands that trust is essential, both the faith in its silent, inner and intuitive guidance when alone, as the confidence in the existential, social and psychospiritual worth and value of its being when connecting with others.
It understands that a diametrical understanding of itself and the other is fundamental, and although it simply is an ancient, formless and dreamlike spark of soul, it knows how to integrate, melt and fuze itself with the most sensual, lucid, exotic and utopian souls of this futuristic era, the ecstatic underground culture it sees, loves and ultimately invents so gracefully. It is devoted, nearly always untouchable, highly curious and it loves to play.
It knows when to be sexual alone, blindly balancing its divinely feminine inspired ideals, insights and visions with its infinitely masculine integrity, determination and will, and when to be sexual with the other, miraculously and ecstatically exchanging the vital life forces of their individual experiences throughout all reincarnations. Its feminine archetype fully surrendering in its deepest openness, trust and illumination to the ultimate archetype of the dominant, fulfilling and penetrating energy of its divine masculine. The supreme explosion of the deepest mutual desire fulfilled.
It understands that there are infinite nows and that it needs to choose extreme experiences, both dark and light, in order to embody its most delightful, delicate and divine balance, love and service. It grasps that life is endlessly confronting as the imperfections of his subconscious mind are forever touched by higher Life. It accepts this and loves this polar game unconditionally while it brazenly, shamelessly and proudly places its own needs, dreams, service and purpose first. The mystic traveler smokes, sniffs and loves the right amount of pharamkons and entheogens. He masters the relationship with this phone and electronics for the maximum amount of manifestation, creation, self-realization and thus liberation, higher unity and bliss.
It seeks unified balance while simultaneously accepting that it may always have gaps in its needs, perception and awareness. It understands that the mind does the opposite of realizing itself, endlessly looking and desiring outwardly. But, as life is nothing but a grand, ethereal and sacred mirror, it finally understands that it simultaneously always looks and desires inwardly, eternally seeking the inner childs’ vision of its highest self reflected through the ingenious beauty of the other.
He understands that his heavenly dreams are a state of consciousness.